Fearless

Things seem different.

Hopefully everything doesn’t change now. Guess we will see.

I think it’s barely hitting me that my dad is gone and isn’t coming back.

I had pancakes for breakfast and wanted to just break down and cry. That was his favorite breakfast food. I know he’s in a better place. But I’m sure going to miss him.

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More?

I’m debating

On whether or not I should text me ex boyfriend to tell him about my dads passing. We were together when it all started and I just need some kind of comfort.
I just don’t know. What should I do?

Daddy.

Well my dad was finally put out of his misery today. It was very stressful and sad. But he is in a better place. And that’s all I want for him. It’s going to be tough. But thank goodness I have people to watch over me.

I knew things would end this way.

So why am I still so sad. :(

I haven had time to really cry.

I keep all my emotions in. And I need a day to just lay in bed and cry all my feelings out. I’m super stressed. And cute Chris might be leaving. :(
Which sucks like a ton. I can’t handle him leaving. But idk what’s going to happen.

Andddddd

I’m babysitting the cutest little boy ever!!!!! :)

So I’m already exhausted.

And summer hasn’t even started. I’m going to be working 3 jobs this summer. And I’m taking 3 summer classes at the college. And dealing with this scary family stuff. But regardless, this will be a great summer! Plus, I am going to try and buy Justin Bieber tickets!!!!!!!!!

Cute Chris!

Is finally out of jail. I missed him soooooo much!!!! Mmmmm. :)